Guess who's back? JANE! YAY! I miss you So SOO SOOOOO much. Spent my whole night with you on Saturday and also whole day on Sunday, till I felt freaking exhausted when I got home that I slept early last night! WOOOO Finally Zul sleep early on holidays!
Is BBDC the place where you would always meet someone whom you have never seen for so long? HAHA. Went there for two days, and yah, met people whom I haven't seen for so long. And YOU, I miss those times with you. hahahah :p
When they say semester break, I think they need to know the real meaning of BREAK. FCUK assignments.
I need boobs. Err, I mean books! :p
My laptop is back to normal. Oh btw on Sat night it stopped working and I'm unable to boot into windows at all. The technician told me that there might be a problem with the hard disk and my files will all be gone but YAY, none of it is gone la! HAPPY! HENG AH!
Love is weird. Some people falls in love easily. Well, I myself actually don't know what's the true meaning of love. When girls are very nice and close to me, I tend to fall. Sometimes I ask myself why am I so prone to falling in love? When she's there, I'm happy. Wanting to make her smile, laugh and happy. Looking at her face makes me happy. Noticing her every actions. When it's time to leave and say goodbye, I really wanna say, "please don't go", but... Well, maybe it's not the right time yet.
I've got so many problems to settle, I shouldn't think of all these lovey dovey stuffs.
You told me you'll message me back. I waited, and continue waiting till the clock strike 5AM. 7 hours plus, and I'm so tired so I turned in. Maybe you slept already that night, so I was expecting a message from you when I woke up the next morning. But no, there's none from you. I waited and still waiting, and it's already 44 hours 43 minutes. Why must you lie?replies---
Kila: hahah sebok je! da buang tebiat eh hahaha
benny: BIG God havent show yet, this consider small. haha
SiewFong: hahaha yesterday see u liao la aunty!
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I felt cheated by my own friends. I was a bit disappointed cause felt left out, forgotten or not being cared about. Proceeding without waiting. Next time at least tell me before you all proceed ok. But well, it's a small matter and I shouldn't have make it big. Sorry guys, for the shoutings and also making it big. I've got anger management problems i know. :)
U're hospitalise for so many days already, I hope you're doing alright. I apologise for hurting you that bad. Sorry I can't visit you now, but I will be there on the day you discharge. I know you're having operation now. Stay strong ok? Don't give trouble to the doctors. You'll be fully recovered by then, I can't wait. Then we slowly walk together ok? We'll meet again soon. :))
AND DOCTORS! U ALL TOO BUSY ON THE OPERATION TILL NO TIME TO ANSWER MY CALL IS IT?! I NEED TO KNOW HER CONDITION DAMN IT!
Anyway, GOOD SATURDAY MORNING! I hope it'll be a good day for me. :)
Do you actually still think of me? I want a hint before I make any moves.replies---
Eyan: hahaha skali skale emo. :p
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