EviL ZuL

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2011-02-24T22:03:00.002+08:00

I seldom update. Might wanna check out FIRSTLUST

SHOWREEL

2011-02-20T05:28:00.002+08:00

nothing much, just wanna share with you what i've done in my poly years since 2008.

share your comments with me, good or bad, doesn't matter. Thanks!

DONE

2011-02-18T18:41:00.003+08:00

Hey, finally done with FYP presentation. Well, it was last week actually. Went better than what i expected.

U all may come to view my work on March. will update u again soon. :)

YES NO HMM?

2011-02-02T05:00:00.003+08:00

Somehow i'm slowly finding tumblr quite cool and interesting. Should i make one? I feel like closing this blog though, but there's just good and bad memories in it since years ago. When i'm free, i will look back at what i've posted years ago and get self amused and entertained.

I wish i could find myself more free time to update it almost daily and don't let this die. Perhaps, PERHAPS, when i'm married and have kids, atleast i've something to show to my children. Don't know if it's appropriate or not. What i believe is that i'll still look back at what i've done, right or wrong, good or bad, sweet or sour, rain or shine, snow or storm, yada yada yada.

A week to my final presentation. Wish me luck, well actually i need more than just it cause i'm still left with some shots, about 10 to light up. I believe I can, I believe we can!

I guess it's gonna be a hectic holiday? As in CNY holidays. Maya, After Effects, Premiere Pro and whatever software i need to use, please cooperate with me. Just this week ok? :)

BUSY MAN

2011-01-30T22:48:00.002+08:00

Sorry lolly strawberry everybody. I'm very very VERY busy with fyp. I'll be back soon ok!

replies---
Kila: HAHA I'm shy!

MELTED

2011-01-15T21:08:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, I saw my dream girl. Yeah, i know i've been drooling over girls with hot, good, long, sexy legs. But this girl yesterday SURPRISINGLY to tell u guys that I can't even see her legs. She wore long pants.

She looked older than me, but age doesn't matter right?

And what's more surprising is that she's a malay. You guys know i'm sort of more into chinese girls right? Yeah i'm actually in love with a malay girl. If u guys wonder why suddenly malay, it's actually because she totally look chinese! Her eyes, her skin tone, her hair all looks like one chinese girl.

I couldn't help it but to stare at her face everytime she wasn't looking. The way she smiles, laughs, and even her natural stone face also makes me goes round like a ferris wheel. It feels as though I'm flying up high in the sky.

Whenever she turned to look around and HAPPENED to look at me, our eye contacts made my heart stopped for awhile, i am NOT kidding i can feel it stopped!

She's just too perfect to be true. I really wish I could meet her or bump into her again.

replies ---
shin: HI!!!!!! hahahaha

BRRRRRRR!!!

2011-01-11T03:41:00.005+08:00

The weather nowadays has been chilly, cold. Now and then i feel feverish and i feel the need to fold my arms almost 24 hours a day. I cannot stand cold much, wonder what it will be like for me to travel to cold countries.

Few years ago, i already cried in Cameron Highlands, OI, Cameron Highlands in Malaysia ehhh! Not even out of Asia yet and i acted like a small little kid who lost his raspberry icecream (ok this is just some random taste i could think on the spot).

And i remember back in secondary school, everytime when we're having band practices in the band room, i swear the room is freezing. Having to stay in it for like 3 hours or so, felt like my skin was rubbed against a huge ice cube. Most of the time I left the room with a blue/purplish fingernails.

Since it's been raining alot lately, i thought of this song to share. ENJOY! :)

CAN WE?

2011-01-08T04:44:00.006+08:00

Hello time, how much are you? Can u make it possible for me to buy you?

Final FYP presentation will be about a month from now. Damn, time is like a G6. It's flying, somehow not favourably to me at this moment.

Lightings are never easy on me, i just simply suck at it. But this is the time i can learn something new, experimenting them.

Oh I don't feel like i'm myself anymore. Since when Zul likes talking about school stuffs huh?

And btw, from today onwards I feel like sharing with everyone some music that I find good. For a start, enjoy this. First heard it in class when Thomas played it out loud through the speaker.

DEDICATE TO?

2011-01-06T00:45:00.002+08:00

Here I am, telling u all that i'm dedicating my life to FYP at the moment. Yeah, i hate being "occupied" by FYP. But today, the presentation made me realised that FYP is not all about myself. U're in a group, u work together to make it happen.

I know i'm not good in animation. But atleast, this is the ending journey to my polytechnic life so I've to put in 100% effort to graduate without regretting. I don't wanna disappoint my group member, i don't wanna disappoint myself and everyone.

Please give me the strength to stay strong and focus totally. Together we will succeed, like the motto of my my secondary school, Juying.

We may not be the best, but we can try our very best to be the best of what we can be.

reply ---
larris: HI LARRISSS!!!! hahahaah

ENDING SUCKS

2011-01-02T17:41:00.004+08:00

Late night movie at Cathay last night with Wan, the Birthday MAN(he's 21) HAHA, Siddiq, Eyan, and Fat. We caught the tourist.

It was all good, I love the Art Direction especially, but... REFER TO THE TITLE OF THIS POST. It could be have been much much better, the feeling of watching the ending like that is similar to when you watch a ghost movie and in the end, it was just a dream. If you know what I mean, seriously.

Anyway, I've forgotten to snap a pic of my first shit in 2011, DAMN! haha OTOT! :p

And and, tomorrow school reopens. These 3 weeks felt like an hour. FFFFFFFUCK! :(

TWO ZERO ONE ONE

2011-01-01T04:10:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year to you all. If u had a bad 2010, i hope it'll be better for you guys in 2011. And if u had a good 2010, i hope 2011 would be better also, isn't the feeling great looking at everyone around you happy? :)

Everyone is getting older, wiser. People come, people go. Here I wanna stress on the typical stuff, cherish the people around you cause you don't know when will they leave you.

If you ask me about my resolution, well, all i can tell u is that i seriously have like nothing in mind that I can think of right now. But as i am typing this, lily allen's The Fear comes into my mind, "I wanna be rich, and I want lots of money". Ok i know, who don't right? heh!

May all the hatred fades, love rise high up in the sky, even higher than we can ever reach. HAVE A GOOD TWENTY ELEVEN EVERYONE! <3

WRONG NAME

2010-12-30T05:38:00.003+08:00

Hi, this will be my virgin post on my cat, i haven't had any, have i?

sleep or knockout?
"See what see? nvr see pink shirt before?!"
at window oso can sleep?
haha basically, what i'm trying to share is that I seriously think we gave her the wrong name. Instead of Kiss/Qiz or however they spell it as long it sounds like "KISS", in my opinion we should name her Tiger because i find her too fierce.

One more time u scratch me, i'll break ur legs. One more time u bite me, i'll break your teeth! HAHAHA nahhhh, i'm a loving by nature kind of person like thatttt NYAHAHA! :p

ASIAN, AMERICAN

2010-12-29T06:15:00.002+08:00

Why does it feels like holidays are always "Asian" and school are always like "American"?

If that's too complicated for you slow pokey pokes, think it the ZUL'S WAY.

Solved, guaranteed. AND, my nose has not been getting thinner despite running almost every night. WHY?

THE DIFFERENCE

2010-12-27T17:13:00.002+08:00

If you ask me how's life now, my answer would be not as beuatiful as it is months ago. I feel murdered by FYP, oh how i wish i'm still doing ITP. Eventhough it's a hell of waking up early, stone in the train from Pioneer to Tai Seng, i get to go home and rest with a peace of mind unlike now.

Somehow I feel more appreciated back then compared to now. Whatever it is, I'm looking fuckingly forward, oh yeah FUCKINGLY forward to graduation.

NEVER SICK

2010-09-20T07:33:00.002+08:00

It's been over a month I've listened to this song. And I never get sick of it! I love all the girl's singing part. sounds so damn cool lah.

LAUGHTERS

2010-09-19T06:45:00.002+08:00

I laughed too much today. Not good. I heard and believe that if you laugh too much, the next moment you will cry alot. But we can't control it right? This is the life cycle.

JEALOUS

2010-09-17T04:15:00.002+08:00

I have a problem. I'm jealous with all couples around me. Not that I'm desperate or what, but I just envy guys getting cuddled up. :(

Having a gf, u know there's always someone to love u, to care for u. I admit that I love to be loved, well who don't right?

Somehow, part of me say DON'T FIND. JUST WAIT. Till it comes and get you. But that'll take very very long.

It's okay, I'll patiently wait for my true love. I believe it's worth waiting.

CAN'T NOBODY

2010-09-16T06:19:00.005+08:00

Good video. Minzy is just getting hotter. I LIKE

PLEASE STAY

2010-06-23T19:09:00.002+08:00

Spider webs Spider webs.

Production life was good, fun. I'd rather work outside than sitting in office. Yes it's tiring, but time flies faster compared to office.

But its over...

And I wonder when will I be able to meet you again. U're so far far away. I've got the feeling we will never meet again. I hope you'll think of me like how i always do.

SO FAR?

2010-05-16T03:32:00.003+08:00

It's been 3 weeks ya? Only thing I can say is OKAY. It's really okay. No more no less. Will be moving office which also means need to wake up earlier and go out earlier. :( My sleep seems precious, so precious to me now I can't afford to reduce it no more.

Anyway, take a look at Jane! Isn't she lovely? Awwwwwwww :D credits to Wan for the pic.

8 months plus been together and you're still a virgin stocky girl girl. *wink wink*

replies---
eyan: HAHA cant u just get over with it?! hahaha

ZOMBIE AGAIN?

2010-04-25T16:21:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the start of attachment. I wonder if I'm able to stay awake the whole day tomorrow. I have not even adjusted my body clock yet. Seems like tomorrow will be like normal first day of school. Going to destination with sleepy eyes.

Even though posted to pleasure factory, I'm not looking forward enough to it. So not ZUL right? I don't mind the hours but half of my Saturdays burnt, really not funny.

Should I bring jacket tomorrow? I'll visit the toilet like every hour or even minutes if it's cold. In and out, in and out, in and out of the office will be weird. Should I bring a bottle or rubber band instead?

Bye bye life till August? :(

replies---
leelim: linked liao babe!

I WANNA BE RICH

2010-04-17T17:03:00.003+08:00

I wanna be rich and I want lotsa money
I don't care about clever, I don't care about funny.

What a boring saturday afternoon. I wanna go out!

It's gonna rain soon. It's weird that I can still perspire eventhough it's raining.

replies---
leelim: THANKS!
jan: like long time ago?
Shila: hahaha link soon! kwn kau baik pe! hahahaah :p

HALO!!!!

2010-04-05T14:36:00.003+08:00

Me: hello..
Grandma: HELLOOOOOO!!!
*pause*
Me: hello?? hel...
Grandma: (softly) is ur mum in?

HAHAHAH! crazy.

Jane's eyes are ok already! happy! I'm so hungry... Mum haven't cook. Happily hogging on the phone with grandma. haiyooo...

I want a black paint marker. I'm lazy to travel. Kind souls needed.

I feel like cutting my hair again. Botak again.. how?

NERD

2010-03-30T18:00:00.002+08:00

Hello nerdy boy. With that fake smile. So not cool ok.

I wanna watch movies. Preferably asian movies. Any recommendations?

OUCH

2010-03-22T11:40:00.003+08:00

Wore out. My back hurts. It hurts to stand on my right leg too. walao. Iron man's participants are weird. An ang moh guy said I'm beautiful. Which part of me is beautiful?!

The only part of me which was not tired was my eyes. hahaha so many hot moms! i loikeeee! HAHAHAHAH :p

I don't know why I prefer chinese locals over ang moh girls. Even how hot the young ang mohs are, I still find chinese mums hotter. SICK! hahaha

replies---
regina: yalah yalah gangster. hahaha u try 1st ley the curry with rice then tell me nice anot ok!
fakheerah: hello! long time no hear!

I LOVE CURRY!

2010-03-17T06:53:00.003+08:00

I wonder how does it tastes like having a plain rice mixed with McDonald's curry sauce. Curious, I shall try one of these days soon.

NOMNOM!

WANT

2010-03-15T06:50:00.003+08:00

1 day we'll meet, I strongly believe.

replies---
Syai: linked
heedayu: HALO
regina: linked! :)
eyan: besa sgt.....

WORK IT OUT WILL YA?

2010-03-14T07:16:00.003+08:00

The secret to it is give and take. Don't always keep giving. Don't always keep taking. It's okay to have ego, well who doesn't. But please be appropriate. :)

Things do get bad. Things may go haywire at times. When these happens, be sure to have your friend, patience, with you. With patience, I believe things may be better.

Smile okay friends? :D

JIYEON!

2010-03-12T08:24:00.001+08:00

GO!

2010-03-11T04:36:00.003+08:00

Hello Mr.Tummy, can you go away? Please............ :)

I want to watch Wangan Midnight the movie! Can some kind soul help me search for it? Oh wait, I've got no boobs so sincere help is deeply appreciated. HAHA :p

PANT

2010-03-09T23:47:00.000+08:00

HELP ME~~~~!!! My nose is running! It runs like tap water! ERGH!

WHY IS IT LIKE THAT?

2010-03-08T06:38:00.003+08:00

Hot girls are created for rich guys? hmmmmmmm? Sorry to start of with something random, but it just suddenly came into my mind.

Singapore is small but how come every night I see new different faces? And how come it seems so difficult to come across with someone whom we really wanted to meet? Weird Weird Weird.

Hilarious! I can't stop laughing thinking about this group conversation.

Me: Wah, I should have accepted her in the past. She wanted me so much and I just rejected her like that. She's so pretty now. REGRET.

Siddiq: Who are you talking about?

Me: The girl. The one I said her friend "CAMPAK BATU"(threw stone)at me cause I never answer when she kept calling me.

Siddiq: RABIATUL??

HAHAHAHAAHAH he misheard "campak batu" as Rabiatul. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

IDLE MIND

2010-03-07T09:08:00.002+08:00

It's holidays. Well, it's been a week or two I guess. I don't know, time passes very fast. What I know is that next month is my attachment and I'm totally not ready to face it. BOOOO~

Sleeping at around 9am. Waking up at around 5pm. How the hell to adjust back. Zombie on first day again???

Fluctuating weight sucks. Down up down up. Cannot go down and maintain meh?

I think girls who drive, or play LAN games, are cute, somehow. I don't know why. I know I'm weird. But well, it's like repeat telecast over and over again with, "I like her." "She's attached." "Oh, :( ok......................... CAN BREAK WHAT!!" HAHAHA

I wanna play L4D2 again. I wanna play battlefield again. When will money suddenly appear in my wallet?

FREEDOM!

2010-02-23T08:29:00.002+08:00

Today is the day! Finally, submitting my LAST assignment for year 2. Ahhhh the feeling is indeed great.

AND

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :) And oh! belated birthday to younger sis, ijan. hers was yesterdayyyy.... all my trouble seems so farrrr awayyyy... hehe

LIKE THE FIRST TIME

2010-01-23T01:12:00.004+08:00

They're so cute right? The way they dance.. omg.. Anyway this week completed with cat's eye, midget, pros and a new one, VEST! hahahaah :p

And oh! I realised I can't plan well. Like stated in previous post, planned to come early but end up zzzz.. Mon starts at 8, reach arnd 8 20. Tues starts at 9 reach around...... 12 30! Wed starts at 8, reach arnd 8 20. Thurs starts at 9, reach arnd 9 10 if im not wrong. tsktsk!

THIS WEEK'S RESOLUTION

2010-01-18T03:11:00.000+08:00

Mainly to be on time for all lessons. All 8am and 9am. Very very challenging. And what's more? I'm still not asleep. :( i want to but i just cant..

K.S. WITHOUT THE K. PLUS WEB

2010-01-08T21:14:00.002+08:00

It's been... errr... errr... so long since i've last updated? I'm busy. And when I'm free, I tend to do other things? I've neglected a lot.

Oh anyway, I predict a busy term for me. Last stretch of year 2 and already bombarded with assignments and presentations. SIGH... I'm so looking forward to the next holidays! hahahaha only the first week of the last term and already looking forward to holidays? tsk tsk. typical zul!

Oh my head feels lighter. Exterior but not interior.

And oh I think HyunA is hot. Sometimes she looks like SYF, adorable lorrrr.. Brown eyed girls rocks! DOT DOT DOT DOT DOT!

By the way, how come nvr see midget, pros, the cat's eyes girl anymore? Where have they gone to? :( My lunch isn't complete sia like this. Ok till here. see you soon.

CABBAGE

2009-11-16T22:53:00.003+08:00

I guess today is a cabbage day for me. In school, I ate cabbage. When I reach home, mum cooked cabbage. No wonder my hair is turning into a cabbage now, right Miss Pokey Poke? :) nehmind, cabbage is nice. hehe

Been quite a busy week last week, and I even let some down. Apologised, not on purpose. Plans failure. I realised my plannings always turn out the other way round. Perhaps I shouldn't plan at all next time. Just follow the flow.

Visited Grandma thrice last week. Alright I really hate the protocols or whatever they call it. Two at a time. ZZzzZ even if someone's dying, still two at a time or not? I wonder.

You are exactly where you supposed to be now pokey poke :)

FRIDAY!!! WOO!

2009-10-30T11:20:00.003+08:00

senyom tarak lebar lagi ke banggg?
Today is a friday which also means my weekends starts! WEE~! It's a great feeling not having to go school on Friday. Friday is a good day and I was born on a Friday too. COOOOLLLLL or what? hehehe

A very very good news for me. No schools on wed, thurs and fri next week! WEEE~! RENOVATIONS RENOVATIONS! Should do more renovations ok! HAHA. And also I'm looking forward to Monday! We're gonna draw a live bikini model! Weee~! This animation option is tedious yet FUN at times, although the fun is very seldom to me. :)

You're my McDonalds :)

replies---
Eyan: very very lame
Shelia: Hahaha i'll persevere la. :p u bored come down sp la roam around, eye candy. wun bored hehehe
eeelah edelina: HAHAHA true indeed, but now.. NO! hahaha

BOO TO SCHOOL

2009-10-22T22:41:00.002+08:00

School is a chore. Waking up early in the morning is a great challenge. Was late for class for an hour yesterday! ZzzZzzZZ, holidays, please come again..

I've got lot more to do for MRTL, the most suckie module I'm taking. BOOOOO! Shelia, if only you're still studying, I would already have a company. :(

Wesley is boring. I couldn't understand Ryan much. Anna is quite fun though. SO FAR. Am I gonna make it through?

Anyway, I encountered a funny moment just now in the mrt on the way home. A lady, which I guess around her mid 40's was standing in front of me. It was packed, so she kept adjusting her legs to balance herself from falling when the train was about to stop. She accidentally step on a man's leg and began apologising for like 3 times! HAHAHA AND THEN, she stone there and I have no idea what she was thinking. It's her stop. She only make a move to the door when the door was about to close. WEIRD LADY.

It's not my intention to reciprocate. It comes naturally. If you say you're like a raindrop, I'll say I'm like a snow. :)

replies---
leelim: hahaha ok i'll try to!
Ribena: hahaahha u crazy girl :p
evon: :)

ALMOST TO THE EXTREME

2009-10-13T14:39:00.002+08:00

MAYA has NEVER FAIL to irritate or annoy me. The enthusiasm in starting to harass you after so long vanished, POOOOOF, just like that. Becuase this freaking lappy just refuse to work together with the software. And the problem lies in the first step! How do I proceed or skip?! I CANT! So result? STAGNANT!

So F who? Lappy or MAYA? Or even the freaking school which now only cater comps for only a few students at a time?! NABEI school so big, so many comps why only so little available???

Tell me what should I do now.. Tell me, tell me, te te te te te tell me..! :(((

replies---
eeelahedelina: hahaha u too ah? wah this is like... WOW!
eyan: hahaha tk abes2 la kau ni
evon: hahaha :p i treat her LIKE wife mah....

DISCHARGED! AND BACK TO WORK!

2009-10-12T08:46:00.003+08:00

Guess who's back? JANE! YAY! I miss you So SOO SOOOOO much. Spent my whole night with you on Saturday and also whole day on Sunday, till I felt freaking exhausted when I got home that I slept early last night! WOOOO Finally Zul sleep early on holidays!

Is BBDC the place where you would always meet someone whom you have never seen for so long? HAHA. Went there for two days, and yah, met people whom I haven't seen for so long. And YOU, I miss those times with you. hahahah :p

When they say semester break, I think they need to know the real meaning of BREAK. FCUK assignments.

I need boobs. Err, I mean books! :p

replies---
eeelahedelina: hahaha yes u know it too
leelim: ahaha Jane said thanks! :p

CURE LAPPY, CURE HEART

2009-10-06T17:41:00.003+08:00

My laptop is back to normal. Oh btw on Sat night it stopped working and I'm unable to boot into windows at all. The technician told me that there might be a problem with the hard disk and my files will all be gone but YAY, none of it is gone la! HAPPY! HENG AH!

Love is weird. Some people falls in love easily. Well, I myself actually don't know what's the true meaning of love. When girls are very nice and close to me, I tend to fall. Sometimes I ask myself why am I so prone to falling in love? When she's there, I'm happy. Wanting to make her smile, laugh and happy. Looking at her face makes me happy. Noticing her every actions. When it's time to leave and say goodbye, I really wanna say, "please don't go", but... Well, maybe it's not the right time yet.

I've got so many problems to settle, I shouldn't think of all these lovey dovey stuffs.

You told me you'll message me back. I waited, and continue waiting till the clock strike 5AM. 7 hours plus, and I'm so tired so I turned in. Maybe you slept already that night, so I was expecting a message from you when I woke up the next morning. But no, there's none from you. I waited and still waiting, and it's already 44 hours 43 minutes. Why must you lie?

replies---
Kila: hahah sebok je! da buang tebiat eh hahaha
benny: BIG God havent show yet, this consider small. haha
SiewFong: hahaha yesterday see u liao la aunty!

MY BAD, SORRY

2009-10-03T06:53:00.003+08:00

I felt cheated by my own friends. I was a bit disappointed cause felt left out, forgotten or not being cared about. Proceeding without waiting. Next time at least tell me before you all proceed ok. But well, it's a small matter and I shouldn't have make it big. Sorry guys, for the shoutings and also making it big. I've got anger management problems i know. :)

U're hospitalise for so many days already, I hope you're doing alright. I apologise for hurting you that bad. Sorry I can't visit you now, but I will be there on the day you discharge. I know you're having operation now. Stay strong ok? Don't give trouble to the doctors. You'll be fully recovered by then, I can't wait. Then we slowly walk together ok? We'll meet again soon. :))

AND DOCTORS! U ALL TOO BUSY ON THE OPERATION TILL NO TIME TO ANSWER MY CALL IS IT?! I NEED TO KNOW HER CONDITION DAMN IT!

Anyway, GOOD SATURDAY MORNING! I hope it'll be a good day for me. :)

Do you actually still think of me? I want a hint before I make any moves.

replies---
Eyan: hahaha skali skale emo. :p

MESS

2009-10-02T04:39:00.002+08:00

Somehow, everything is in a mess. Spot my hair turning white real soon.

When I think of her, my heart jogs.
When I think assignments which is due in like approximately 2 weeks time, my heart runs.
When I think of that night, my heart sprints.

Now, to even think what's happening next, my heart is racing like never before. Please put an end to this. Maybe this is the tiny punishments for all the small little sins I've done.

I strongly believe He is testing me. This is life. Ups and downs. When you're on the up, you tend to care less about everything. When you're on the down, that's when you're start reflecting. And it goes on and on and on.

replies---
shelia: hahaha sorry but i agree to what u said too! ahahah :p
evon: linked! please do add me in msn if u have one. :)
Eyan: tkd lain yan, sume same je
heedayu: hahaha pe kau nakk? mendak g makan smpi kenyang beh tdo.

RESULTS

2009-09-25T05:01:00.005+08:00

Results were out. Not a surprise to me at all, for my standard I think I did pretty alright. Whatever it is I'm grateful and happy that I managed to pass all. YAY! I think I might be the lowest in class, but to me it's an achievement cause I expected a bit lower, due to the way i performed.

Tu la eyan, dtg lmbt. kan da tkd muke HENSEM kau tuh. hahaha

I really want to know how you feel.

replies---
.tM: hahah next time ok when me or u free. :)
CYNTHIA: hahah thanks for dropping by! hope u're doing well. :)
eeelah edelina: hahah sad2 memories..
Kila: hahaha gamba kau nk uat pe! uat rosak blog aku je.. hehehe :p

OMG, SPEECHLESS

2009-09-20T01:56:00.002+08:00

I finally saw you again after so long. I wanted to say hello, but I was too stunned when our eyes met. I don't know what I was doing, what I know is that my heart beats real fast at that moment. Speechless, really. I can't even like open my mouth. That stare from your eyes totally remind me when we're about to kiss.

It's been almost a year we're separated. I thought you're totally vanished from my heart and mind, but when I saw you, I suddenly remembered our past and I'm missing you like crazy now. HELP ME. :(

But you're now someone's girl, nothing can be done. I hope you don't hate me for what I've done before and after the break-up, and I wish you're happy always by his side. I'm stupid for letting go of someone faithful and loving like you. How I wish I could be by your side again almost everyday like we used to.

And our pictures are still in my laptop and wallet. My hands won't even bear to throw all that... WHY??? AWWWW I feel like a loser. :((((

replies---
leelim: hahaha anyhow only u.. cute la hahaha
eeelah edelina: hahaha kau tnk kalah je..

ERM... SO???

2009-09-19T06:47:00.003+08:00

Used to be short, and then long, and then short and now almost botak!

Tomorrow, Hari Raya. Like wth so fast eh? 1 month of fasting feels like roughly 2 weeks? Haha but nonetheless, the Raya mood isn't active a single bit.

Jane needs a bath AGAIN badly. GROOM YOU NICE NICE FOR HARI RAYA OKAY DARLING! And rain rain please don't come...

replies---
Eyan: aru alek da segar that time!
eeelah edelina: hahaha kau ni... narsha ok la.. but GA-IN HOTTEST i think! hahahh
tyra: hahaha spore kecik eh tyra eh hahaha
syai: ok soon! tuka tuka tuka haiyoo...

ABRACADABRA!

2009-09-15T04:09:00.003+08:00

This is hot. This is addictive! AWEEEEESOMEEEE!

replies---
Eyan: hahaha no choice sane bnyk bende bleh pilih.
Kila: hahahha klu gitu smpi bile2 tk amek gamba
eeelah edelina: hahahhaah n get more from strangers!
.tM: YOU lor.. hahaha
shelia: hahhaa shut uppppp nothing good will come from u! hahaha

GAYLANG!

2009-09-12T05:41:00.000+08:00

Geylang last night to shop for hari raya. It was BAD. Really..

Packed, feel so freaking hot. Sweating, shiny foreheads. Rude sellers. And worse of all, BABY PRAMS! Brainless, so packed still bring the pram along. And people have to be careful if they were to walk in front of the ffff prams. Their ankles might just get hit. They should really ban people from bringing prams along. Just carry your children la haiyoyoooooo... And please explain why are some people pushing empty prams?! PARK YOUR PRECIOUS PRAM ONE CORNER CAN? You take up sooooo much space.

Fortunately, traffic wasn't as bad as I expected. Overall, countless of swearings there, be it in the heart or even let it out. I don't care air air air air air! Oh I realised my blog is like pictureless. Maybe I should snap more whenever I go out. But, I'm just too lazy and botherless. AHHH! Maybe I should snap a picture of myself bathing! HEHE :p

replies---
.tM: HUH? wad?
Benny: TRUE! That was wad happened to me! SUCKS REALLY!
tyra: hehehe mcm ne tau nii?
pb: erm..you are?? maybe u can add me in msn we talk there ok?

INFECTIONS!

2009-09-03T17:27:00.000+08:00

ooooooohh I didn't know that eye infections can be that INFECTIOUS. I guess I've got it from siddiq and I looked like cyclop for the past few days. Really so red!

Then, unintentionally I passed it to mum, one of my sisters, and dad. Youngest sis had been complaining this morning that her eyes felt the itch too. She's now in school, I hope she's not infected or it'll be like 5/7 of the whole family infected! hahahaha bro and another sis(I've got 3 sisters! :p) is still okay.

It's not a nice feeling having it, especially me who passed it to them but when I imagine the whole family got it and we go out together, wouldn't it be cool? Like whole family members' eyes red. HAHAHAHAH confirm everybody will be staring at us like no tomorrow. I've got stares from strangers too when I went downstairs for just a while. UNCOMFY but what to do... hahaha SIDDIQ LAAAAA~~~! YOUR FAULT! hahaha

replies---
Kila: hahaha all the best! lets do it! hari raya confirm da jambu! hahaha
eyan: hahaha suke ehhhh
leelim: jahahaa i will! u study hard!

HELLO SEPT!

2009-09-01T04:05:00.000+08:00

Bye Aug! Hello Sept! AND HELLO EYAN! Happy 19th! May you live happily always la eh... hahaha aku tk pandai berkate2.. sket2 je.. kau nk lebeh jumpe aku. Aku kasi hadiah speciallllll skali! *WINK2* HAHHAHA and HELLO JANE! :)))

Wonder when and how do I start with my FFFFFF MRTL assignment. hmmmmmmm slowly cycle.

FAST FAST FAST, but still almost unmanage to lose weight. Well I don't wanna be so skinny or what, I just want to lose abit cause my tummy is UNCLE-ISH! :(

Actually planned to go back to secondary school for Teacher's Day but OVERSLEPT! Well not really me but WAN & EYAN! But after sms them I continue sleeping so yeah... hehehehehe

replies---
.tM: Too late. PASS! next question please. hahaha
Regina: WAHHHH CLEVER! power! hahaah RALJ mahhhhhh...

SWEET MEMORIES

2009-08-24T15:55:00.000+08:00

I suddenly have the urge to log into my FULL-OF-SPIDER-WEBS photobucket. I realised that 90% of the pics I have are the pics of me and her.

I have to be back to school tomorrow. It's okay! One day only! haha :p

HAHA OKAY I KNOW IT'S UGLY but I think it's cute ley! :p "GOOD JOB ZUL!" "THANKS" hehehehhe

replies---
Eyan: HAHA really what..
.tM: zZzzZZz i didn't.. I just list out things u CAN do in 25 hours!
Shelia: HAHAHA shelia u mean....... u come here got nth good to say abt me huh?

IT'S NOT FAIR

2009-08-22T14:13:00.002+08:00

It's not fair, I think blogger's really mean. How come my blogger page always have error and some others don't have? It's been long! grrrrrrrrrrr....

Summary of time spent in school this week, approximately...
Monday - 13 hours
Tuesday - 12 hours
Wednesday - 10 hours
Thursday - 10 hours
Friday - 7 hours

USUALLY, approximately...
Monday - 9 hours
Tuesday - 9.5 hours
Wednesday - 4 hours
Thursday - 4.5 hours
Friday - 0 hours

See the big difference? Let's do some maths! HAHAHA rusty already nevermind slowly.

This week -> 13+12+10+10+7 = 52 hours
Usually -> 9+9.5+4+4.5+0= 27 hours
Difference -> 52-27 = 25 hours

OMG 25 hours! Can do a lot of things with that! Can sleep, eat, watch tv, sing, dance, jump, breathe, roll on the floor, say hi to neighbours, scream, shout, say bye to neighbours, open and close doors, smile, comb hair, brush teeth, bath, pull postmen's hair, press the lift button, turn your head to the right, stand beside traffic lights, hide under the bed, crawl at the corridoor, etc.

HOLI HOLI DAY!

2009-08-21T21:22:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna sing this! I'm gonna sing this!!!!

HOORAYYYYY!!! HOORAYYYY!! IT'S A HOLI HOLI DAY!!!
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA, HOLI HOLI DAY!!!!

WEEEE~! Assignments done! Submitted 2 just now! HAPPY! A bit free now but there's one holiday assignment. 3DMRTL.... WALAOWEIIIIIIIII spoil the holiday mood. NB!

Anyway it's over for now! Enjoy first.

I've got something weird to share. Yesterday, I took bus to school. I saw a girl. When I went home, in the bus, I saw the same girl again! AND...... today it happened again but another girl. WEIRD RIGHT? hahaha!

Let's DATE everybody! CONTACT ME!

PASSED? SERIOUS?!

2009-08-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

Weeee~ proud and glad to announce that I passed 3D MRTL first assignment! Modeling! I know my character model really sucks, face like paper bag, hair like curtain, body so squarish like robot but still PASSED! Well, it's not a good grade to boast about but really! I find it HELL difficult but managed to get D+. HAHAHAHAHAHAAH! HAPPY HAPPY!

Despite this freaking bloody difficult assignment, I was a bit shocked that a classmate of mine, Lin Jing scored A! HAHAHA walaoo power eh! BINGO! She must be really really GOOD. It seems so easy on her whereby I struggled like crazy spending days on the head!

Tomorrow is the presentation for VE, and I'm left with 2D group assignment and AF! Have been coming home after 10PM yesterday and today. Did assignments in school. CHIONG AH! Few more days to HOLIDAY!!! And I finally can sing the HOLIDAY song again... YAY!! butttt, not now. :(

Anw! Today, BENNY freaked me out! He received phone call from clinic. After a few seconds, he turned to me with his shocked face and said, "I got H1N1". I immediately fled away from him!

replies---
SHELIA: HAHAH! follow u ah? dunwan ah halfway. Wasted. i believe i can do it! hahaha
Kila: hahah kelaka nah la tu! hmph!
Regina: hahahaha scary like ghost?

ALL GONE WRONG

2009-08-16T14:54:00.000+08:00

First of all, _|_ blogger, _|_ facebook and _|_ hotmail! ALL ERROR ONLY NABEI!

Tmr suckie! Having gems quiz at 8AM. Next class will be drawing at 10AM and it is cancelled! Next class is then at 2PM, who the fcuk going to wait for 4 hours! I think I'll go home and come again at 2PM but the thing is, once I step into my house, confirm don't feel like going out to school AGAIN! ahhhhhh how??????

Skip 2 o'clock lesson? no? skip? no? I don't know. 3D MRTL just suck, really! F modeling, F rigging, F texturing and F everything that gotta do with 3D MRTL! ERGH! Why this kind of thing exist? Why must I be stuck there?! AIYOYOOOOOO~!

replies---
Eyan: YElah! kalau lapa mesti la mkn! tkkn korek idong! hahah
heedayu: hahaha klaka amende! irritating aje! hahaha ppn giler
junhao: hahaha NO LA. eee this kind. too sick. hahaha
ijan: NO, i've changed! :)
Regina: hahaha dunoe eh. despo sey! scary! hhahaha
syabrina: hahahaha awk ckp kite ni boncet la ni! siap awk nnt kalau jumpe! hahahaah :p

SHE'S A BITCH

2009-08-08T15:11:00.000+08:00

OMG that girl, the one I mentioned in my last post is getting more weird.

Last night, instead of asking for my webcam, she wanted or rather forced me to call her. Since I still don't know her well, I asked again the unanswered questions about her. This time round, she only say, "call me ah". I then asked about her first, cause I hate talking to strangers on phone. She DIE DIE "call me first then we talk". ZZzzZzzZZ....

I then lied to her that I can't call her cause my gf was with me. It goes something like this...

Me: I can't call u, gf beside me.
She: Just call me la, faster.
Me: How can one call another girl when the gf is just beside him?
She: can, just tell her I'm ur school mate.
Me: Erm, she knows that I dun have any school mate malay girl.
She: Just call ah, quick.
Me: don't want, later my gf scold la. crazy eh.
She: Give her the phone, I'll talk to her.
Me: erm don't want. U just wait la. later I see how I call u.
She: give me ur number first, come.
Me: JUST WAIT.
She: nvm give me ur number so i can save first.

ZZzzzzZZZZzZ!!! WTH eh this girl. really really.... wahh! KNS! Insist like never before. Straight away BLOCK!

replies---
shelia: hahaha wun la. not interested. so irritating eeeeergh!
Benny: hahha heard urs! wah scary! lucky she dunoe where i stay la! hahah
.tM: tsk anlene, wad u mean being like me! i'm not like that! hahaha
eyan: nak makan. hehe
Kila: hahaha yalor! kill her!
Edel: eeee no lor! hahaha she's just desperately looking for bf maybe?
eeelah edelina: hahaha cerewet la! oh so u close ur eyes when u bath?! hhhaahaha

DAMN ANNOYING I SWEAR

2009-08-03T22:07:00.000+08:00

I have been living for 19 years plus, and this is my first time I've seen such an irritating, annoying, weird and desperate girl.

She added me on msn, without introducing, her first action was sending me an invitation to show my webcam to her! Abit reluctant cause I don't even know her, I began asking her to self introduce first and where she get my msn. She happily just tell me her name and ignored my other questions and force me to accept the webcam. Her display pic nvr even show her face. So I asked her to chill, I don't even know who she is, where she's from. Told her let me get to know her better first and then I don't mind webcam with her.

But the more I say, no use. She'll only say, "open ah ur webcam." And kept repeating it. Irrirating I swear. FCUK U BITCH! Just get urself a cucumber and pleasure urself la slut. Those who want her msn can ask me personally.

Apart from that, GEMS presentation turned out unexpectedly well. Last minute thing, but we managed to overcome it! YAY! it's done! Went home straight, as I'm still on MC. It's weird, people coming in at the gate at 10am, and i'm on the way out. HAHAHA

Eh, 1 more thing, mozilla finally followed the fcuked up IE. I can't post pic here too. SUCK

replies---
eeelah edelina: hahaha u can see urself!
CYNTHIA: hahaha yalah.. nvr see u too. i busy man. hahaha :p
.tM: hahaha aiyo anlene... typo laaa... thanks anywae!

NOOOO!!!!! PUSH IT IN!

2009-07-30T23:53:00.003+08:00

My tummy is growing and growing already... EAT EAT EAT!!! SEE! Macam uncle uncle liao laaaaa... :(
If insects were to crawl up my tummy, confirm in their mind, "eh friend! what mountain is this? wrong direction? U-TURN!!! check the map!"

After complaining so much about bus drivers, finally last night a bus driver actually made by day. Heading home, from Clementi interchange, went up the bus and wanted to tap ez-link. Driver never activate it. So we stood there waiting for him to press the buttons to activate it. And after he done, he suddenly said hello, good evening to the passengers. I thought it was meant to make it up for making us wait.

BUT, when I wanted to alight the bus, I was a bit shocked plus blur when he said, "Good night! bye bye!" HAHAHAHA WHAT A FRIENDLY DRIVER HE IS! Oh wait, bus captain! hahaha he's good la cannot call driver.

Have to go back to school on FRIDAY...... AIYOOO, usually Fridays consider my weekends already cause no lesson. GEMS discussion. SUCK BALL mannnnn... Also refilming some parts of VE project. SUCK BALL TOO!! MY FRIDAYYYYYYYY... :((((((

Doing 2d and 3d assignments, I have a new best friend. Meet it, FUCK! Never fail to call him.

replies---
.tM: HAHA yes it's cool but i've changed.. So, never affect me la! haha
Kila: that's what my teacher tell me personally. hahahaha
eeelah edelina: hahaha nak aje~! hmph! :p

EXHAUSTED MAYBE?

2009-07-28T22:29:00.006+08:00

OH! Finally I found out the problem! About the posting of pictures in blog. Erm, why can't I see the shortcut icons in IE? I'm using Mozilla now. Can. ZZzzzZzzZzzz.... Is there a problem? FIX IT!

Erm, I'm down with a fever and runny nose now.... :(( Is it because that I'm tired till I fall sick? I don't know either.

Was out yesterday from 7.30AM and only was back home at 1AM.

Ytd's underwear model drawing was OKAY. Not on form ytd so screwed my drawings. Next semester 2 girl models. Bikini and nude. HAHAHAHAHAHAA! That'll be weird la. Ytd felt a bit weird already look at a guy wearing just underwear right in front of us. How about a nude girl???

Tiffany(relief teacher) was a bit weird just now. As I was doing my work,

She: Hey, you need any help?
Me: *turns to her* erm.. Ok, help me do. (KIDDINGLY!)

And you know what? She gave me the ZZZZZZ face and took the wacom pen from me and help me do. HAHAAH!! I was a bit blur already, thinking that she's just kidding and acted like wanna do for me but she really did it!

After a while..

She: Eh? Why am I helping you to do this ah???
Me: Haha just now you ask me if I need any help. I ask you to help me do. And you really do. ZZZZZZ
She: oh aiya.. ok.. after this you do yourself ok? can?
Me: hehe okok can.. thanks anyway! :))))

replies---
Kila: HAHAHAH tu mmg salah kau! alamakkk hahaha

OKAY!

2009-07-26T15:11:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhh...! Hello!!! It's been long since I updated. Erm, blame blogger! The "create new post* page was fcuked up so I find it annoying and refuse to update till it's okay like now? hahaha but why is the writing box seems so much longer in its length?

Erm, anyway I've so much thing to blog about, considering the number of days I skipped blogging. Let me just say the interesting ones(atleast to me) only. HEHE!

Firstly, why are some SBS drivers so FCUKED UP nowadays? There is an instance, eh no, TWICE it happened, that I press the bell to alight at the next stop. True? Tell me how else you tell the driver that you want to alight other than pressing the bell? SCREAM? SHOUT? SING OUT LOUD? PEE ON THE FLOOR? So there I went press the bell but the freaking driver didn't stop. It is not as if I press the bell just too late when the bus went past the stop. I presses it like a junction from the stop! And it happened twice, AND it's the same freaking stop.. ZZZZZ... well, that's not an issue I wanna share here, cause it happened last year. Long ago.

The issue is the recent one. I was on the bus on the way home from school. There is this guy, in his mid 30's, carrying a backpack, I believe he was on the way home after work. He pressed the bell to alight at a stop. And not a last minute one, he even stand from his seat, press the bell and made his way to the exit door, like a junction from the stop. And you know what I wanna say... IT DIDN'T STOP! The guy, realising that the bus never slow down despite being only a few inches from the stop, he pressed the bell again and the driver didn't even stop. So there the driver goes, driving happily heading to the next stop. I could see the guy was abit annoyed already, but he maintain his coolness and seems "its okay". But poor thing, after pressing the bell again before the next stop, the driver NEVER FCUKING STOP AGAIN!!! AGAIN!!!!! The guy seemed to lose a bit of his coolness already and I could see him clenching his fist. Two stops nvr stop! Imagine, how far back the guy have to walk back! And his actual bustop and the next one is like 2 junctions. And to the next one is another 2 junctions! Pity him. The FCUKING bus driver is lucky enough that this guy never create any scene despite being very angry about the skipping of 2 stops after so many BELLS.

Seriously, bus drivers... ZZZZ if you can't even do your job properly, just quit and do something else can? One stop is forgivable, but 2 stops despite the BELLS, what's that?! Just fcuking quit and find other jobs. Just be a gigolo or something. Don't make others life difficult. And the bell is fcuking loud can't u hear? Quit and spend time digging ur ears before finding a new job. FCUK YOU! You don't even deserve to find a new job lah, do things NEVER right. Ok go and die is the best alternative u should think of.

So after that stop onwards, passengers on the bus who wanted to alight at the next stop actually press the bell twice and some, THREE TIMES. HaHAHAHAAH!!! Ok, this is freaking long. Picture break ok? hahaha.. Eh? Where is the picture icon on top? FCUK! Told ya blogger fcuked up! Stop here liao la! HMPH!

replies---
Kila: hehehe eh? hahaha skg encem tk? heheheh
heedayu: hahahaha yela2!

PROBLEMS BOMBARDING (WORDY)

2009-07-18T02:06:00.004+08:00

Tons of problems with all having to do with money suddenly bombard at once.

Wednesday sucks to the core. Getting stupid unneccessary remarks for asking when in doubt. Adding to the fire, I lost my pencil case which contains 2 freaking important things. Was so mad. THE PLACE IS T2037! Any SP students reading this, please, I beg you if you see or have taken a black pencil case with the word ZUL written on one side of it, please return it back to me. I beg you, please. I couldn't afford to fork out money to buy one of the important things to replace it man. I'm so terribly worried. I really appreciate it if you return it back to me.

Ok, let's put this aside. I wanna rant about something now. Starhub is giving me troubles endlessly. Why do they take our money blindly? Last year, my bill was as high as $80+ when I actually have to pay for like $40 for what I have used. The other balance was mostly for the subsciptions of somethings that they AUTOMATICALY subscibe without informing me. They only unsubscibe it after I call them to ask what the heck was that. Can you imagine? They happily auto subscribe and happily make me pay for it? After unsubscribe it, they happily tell me that I still have to pay for that thing for that month! FCUKED UP seriously.

Then, 2 months ago, they cut off my line without a warning or reminder for having quite a sum of outstanding balance. And it's not MY outstanding balance. It's bro's. But we shared account, so yeah. Awww, innocent me.. Manage to settle the bills for my number last month. $0 outstanding balance.

Today, I received a bill of TERMINATION CHARGES. Eh, starhub! Tell me since when did I call you and ask for termination! My contract expires last month la dey! Why the termination? You think u terminator? Or maybe is it like you AUTO terminate my number and want me to pay for the termination charges blindly again?

Tried calling to ask what's with the termination but AGAIN the customer service hotline FCUKED UP like never before. First, called and press according to the operator's instruction. And get into the cable services instead of mobile services. So I thought I was too worried and pressed the numbers wrongly.

Second trial, hoping it's not wrong and not hearing the same person's voice again. Yeah, it's not the same person. BUT AGAIN, cable services. And they say they couldn't help anything about mobile services. So I went to ask why I dialed correctly but end up into the cable servies instead of mobile services. He said it's because the mobile services lines are too busy and therefore it is automatically transfered to the cable service. But for FCUK they auto transfer it there when the cable service could not help solving the mobile service's enquiries? FOR FCUK?!

I was a bit fed up by then, so he asked me to leave my number so that I don't have to wait on the phone and that they'll call me back soon. So I gave my number and waited. And waited. AND FCUKING waited till 9pm! The closing time. FCUK! LIAR! I called around 1pm, it's impossible that they could not find the free time to call me back within 8 hours! Seriously go fcuk spiders u all.

I'm NOT going to EVER use starhub again. Two thumbs down and 2 middle fingers up. BAD. Really BAD. PISSED!

replies---
Eyan: HAHAHA! dun act like u're not!

SNIFF SNIFF!

2009-07-14T23:22:00.002+08:00

My nose had capture Tiffany's perfume completely. I can go crazy over this, seriously. Tiffany do come again yeah!! I'll wait! hahaha sniff sniff.

This week seems to be a "sick" week so far. It's only second day of the week. Haha guys "drool" over SNSD. Haiqal "drool" over thunder thighs. Ryan's sudden "sex and condom."

Hahaha! FOODCOURT 6 ROCKS. Familiar faces, completely new faces, tons of them. Never ending. WEEE~!

replies---
Eyan: hahaha yeah sadly.. hahah BATTLEFIELD AGAIN!!!
Shelia: u want car for wad? u no license oso! hahaha
tyra: hahaha DREAM la.. if reality power la just give me ur shopping list. hahaha!
Benny: hahah nice one!
Kila: hahaha kau jadi pelakon la, kau kan mcm heroine hindustan, hahaah!
HAIQAL: hahaahhaha HAIQALLLLL... tsk tsk again... sadly NO! UPSET.... :(
Benny & Shelia: haha ehhh shelia go make ur own tagboard laaa... come here tok niaa walaoo... hahaha
CYNTHIA: sure :)

DEAR... WAKE UP...

2009-07-12T06:23:00.002+08:00

After school...........

"my new gf": dear, do u hav aniting after this?
me: no, wad abt u?
"my new gf": no too, let's walk home tgt. :)

WTF! From SP all the way to Jurong??? no idea why... story continue...

After a surprisingly short walk, reached my block.

me: eh, I stay here.
she: hmm okay! see you tmr.
me: eh wait! let me send u home.
she: nah it's okay. It's nearby.
me: its okay, i'll send u.
she: really no need, it's really nearby.
me: erm, where do u stay?
she: somewhere there. (pointing to a direction)
me: huh? which block?
she: erm, it's around there.
me: ok come, let's go.
she: :)

WALK WALK WALK....

me: eh? u say nearby. where are we going?
she: reaching lah.. :)

We only heading to a direction, which is actually...

me: eh? u live here? in this condo?
she: (smile and give a peck and walk inside)

AND... BOOOOM!! Finally woke up from sleep. It was all just a dream. The funny thing is..

- I don't know where I actually get to know her.
- Her face is not familiar to me at all, I don't know her in real life.
- I don't know her name.
- She's a MALAY. (wth? I seldom look at malays nowadays)
- She's rich. why me?

Hahaha i know for wad i think of all this when i know it's just a dream that is impossible for it to happen in reality. But it's good actually if it happens. why? Cause firstly, mum won't have to complain to me about having difficulty communicating.("eh, find a malay gf. I dunoe how to speak english much. or ask her learn malay")

Secondly, she's humble. Cool lah her reaction when I was shocked to know that she lives there.

Lastly, she's rich! hahaha "I want a car. :p"

replies---
Eyan: eh? kau maseh ingt? hahaah AURA KASIH SEY! like wow!!!! hahaha
heedayu: hahahah sihat walafiat. kau amcm plak? lame tk npk eh. rinduuuu sangat.. hahaha

SAME BUT DIFFERENT

2009-07-11T05:24:00.003+08:00

This is not a big deal but I just realised that I share the same birthday as AURA KASIH. HAHA! This is soooo awesome like threesome! Dream girl lah... Just that I'm 2 years younger. Well, 2 years is not a problem. Aura! Call me!Maybe we can celebrate our birthdays together one day.. hahah! :P

replies---
.tM: AGREE!
shelia: AGREE!
ijan: U SHOULD!
Eyan: that's what i thought so, AGREE!

OVERHEARD

2009-07-07T01:23:00.002+08:00

I was in bus on the way home when I overheard and eavesdrop a malay guy and a malay lady talking behind me.

Guy: Excuse me...
Girl: Yes?

Guy: BLAH BLAH BLAH
GIRL BLAH BLAH BLAH(didn't actually bother to listen as i thought they knew each other until...)

Guy: Can I have your number?
Girl: 9*******
Guy: 9... 2... again?
Girl: 9*******
Guy: 9... 2... 4... *...*..... err? what??
Girl: 9..... 2.... 4... *.... *..... *..... *.... *......
Guy: Ok thanks.

I can memorise the number now actually after the girl keep repeating to that blur guy.

Girl: How old are you actually?
Guy: erm, i'm 21. you?
Girl: Eh, im actually older than u, u know? u sure wanna get to noe me?
Guy: i don't mind. how old r u?
Girl: 29.
Guy: oh, ok i dun mind la.. can make friends right?
Girl: yes..
Guy: erm can make girlfriend right?
Girl: huh?
Guy: heheh, so tonight wanna meet?
Girl: anything ah.
Guy: what time u wanna meet?
Girl: err, im not sure. im going out with my elder bro 1st.
Guy: go where? (KPO ONLY SIA)
Girl: BLAH BLAH BLAH....
Guy: oh ok. why you no bf?
Girl: coz no guys faithful to me?
Guy: oh im a faithful type.
Girl: all guys say that.
Guy: no no mine is real. im very faithful. u wanna try become my gf?
Girl: errr i dunoe. see how. eh my stop is here. anything call me ok. rmb my number ah, 9*******. BYE!

ZzzzZZzZzZzz... wth? hahahah! WEIRD WEIRD WEIRD.

replies---
ijan: relinked!
eyan: hahah crazy!

WRONG TIMING

2009-07-02T04:36:00.002+08:00

Today almost everything seems to be at the wrong timing. Firstly, set the alarm at 6 30AM but ended up waking up at 7 40AM. Suppose to leave the house at 7AM but due to oversleeping, went out at 8AM. And great, lesson actually starts at 8AM and I only reach at 9AM due to the traffic jams.

The only good time was when I reach school. Stefano was okay today, didn't scold or comment for being late. And my group even get praised for the assignment. Felt abit of relieved after hearing, "EXCELLENT!" Well, no more "FUCK!" hahahah!

Ended at 12PM and went home straight. Doze off in the bus and for the first time, my saliva drop like tap water. DAMN UNGLAM!

Got home, eat and attempt to do assignments. Lappy went laggy, I lie down to wait for it to be okay but doze off AGAIN. Woke up on the spot and planned to take power nap.

Suddenly, mum said, "EH! Wake up! 10PM already! U sleep so long later at night cannot sleep." The intentional nap turned into a 6 hours plus sleep. Wahhhh, see now it's 5Am and I'm still wide awake. Tsk tsk!

Did 3D assignment. At first, my character's head look like an alien. After editing, it looks like it is covered with paper bag, edited again, and now look like a monkey. SADDDDD

replies---
ijan: hahaha! the act cute turns out cute right...? heheh:p
.tM: hehe transform into girl girl.
Eyan: wahhh u damn slow. hahah

YAY!

2009-06-30T00:12:00.003+08:00

OH I look gay! haha credits to Noni.

First day of school, surprisingly not as tired in school as what I've expected, just like first day of year 2 whereby my eyelids heavy and I "swing here and there" when teacher were teaching in class.

Stayed back just now in school till almost 8pm to do assignments. Great to say that I never wasted my time and manage to finish it! WOOOH! Didn't expect it to be done by today, planned to submit late as tomorrow will be the deadline and I re-do everything just now, starting from scratch. But miracly, I did it quite fast! 2D animation DOWN! Left with the freaking 3D modelling. ZZZZ...

Oh ya I must tell you this that I have never watch the transformer, not any. But well, in school I think I watched a live and a much interesting one. ANELIE~! HAHAHA she is a GIRL GIRL today. Sweet looking I swear! I was stunned, but I like! Nice la ANELIE! hahaha!

replies---
Shelia: hahah wah u damn cb. I never go liao la! hahaha

SIAN

2009-06-29T00:16:00.003+08:00

Sigh, holidays ended. Here come school again. Felt as if the holidays only started yesterday. I haven't enjoy enough. SIANNNN! Next holidays, please dash your way here!

I've been doing 3D assignment today and seriously, CAN DIE. MATI LA! KOK SUSAH BANGET SIH? KU PIKIRIN MUDAH. TERNYATA NGGAK! TOLONG!!!

Everyday wake up around 5pm. Today, the last day of holidays, extra late, 6PM. ZZZZZ... How am I going to sleep tonight?

DISTRACTED

2009-06-27T17:46:00.003+08:00

I was supposed to do 3D assignment last night, but this bunch of cuties are irresistable to ignore. And it's all Wan's fault for introducing them to me. But well, I LOVE IT actually. Haha as a result, 10 minutes of assignment, 1 hour plus of SNSD! hahahaha WEEEEEE they are soooooo cute, adorable and everything nice! Every single on of them I swear. haha!

replies---
.tM: awww u so meannnnn..... haha
Benny: why not u pray then? see sch close anot. lai lai!

2 DOWN. ANOTHER 2 TO GO

2009-06-25T04:19:00.003+08:00

Finally, I am glad to say that tonight's night study was FRUITFUL. I've managed to finish doing my part for the Visual Effects assignment in one night with the guidance from Wan. Gotta thank him for letting me using his mac for after effects. WEEE~!

This also means that 2 of my 4 assignments are done! YAY! 2 more to go and I tell you, this 2 assignment suck big time especially 2D animation. I hate drawing almost every single frame. 2D animation is a murderer! It kills my time! My precious time. My precious HOLIDAY.

Anyway, I have to get back to school ~~tomorrow~~ later to do assignments as I don't have the freaking software needed. TWO middle fingers UP! I aim to come before 11AM and yet I'm still up and wide awake now. I want to sleep, BADLY, but I just couldn't. I'm so used to sleep only after 6AM! I bet just like Eyan said, I'm gonna look like a ZOMBIE on first day of school reopen. Just like first day of year 2. AWWW sucks...

DOES THAT MADE ANY DIFFERENCE?

2009-06-24T04:27:00.002+08:00

I've already voted in the channelnewsasia site about the extension of holidays. Majority voted for the holidays to be extended. But does this really make any difference? I mean like since a lot voted for it, will there be something done? Like maybe extend the holidays like what the majorities wanted? Or the plan goes as per normal? Which means, NEXT WEEK SCHOOL. If you get affected by anybody irresponsible in the crowd, AWWW POOR THING. The rest, unaffected, continue to come study hoping you're fine throughout, but if you get affected, AWWW TOO BAD THEN. Is that what they're waiting for?

replies---
eyan: oh! itu bombastik? whahaah kedegak!
Kila: haha sampai hati kau... sedeh aku dibuatnyer..

I THINK MY WIFE-TO-BE IS LUCKY

2009-06-23T05:56:00.002+08:00

I seriously think my future wife is lucky if she were to marry me... why? Simply because I am already happy if she serves me plain rice with only soya sauce and egg. FAST, CHEAP, and NICE. The time saved, prolly we can do something fun and important. HEHE.

This is actually not random or "why suddenly talk abt rice soya sauce egg?", it is because I just had a supper of it and I think WOW! REALLY NOT BAD!

AND, what's more? Now 2009, modern. No more "guys must always go after girls." Now girls also can go after guys. So bare this question in mind for all readers be it friends, enemies, or even strangers(if there are), SHOULD I GET TO KNOW ZUL BETTER AND DEEPER AND MARRY HIM??? hahahahahahaha this is strictly for GIRLS only. I'm not gay, and I won't entertain any gays.

replies---
eyan: bombastik phrase?? where?? which one?
.tM: haha must be some horny female roach that looked at me. :P

LAZY BUM WOKE UP

2009-06-21T02:36:00.002+08:00

RINNNNGGGGGGG~!!! *YAWN* OH! It's the alarm clock! This lazy bum has finally scanned his drawings and FINALLY can start doing his assignments! YAY! Let's hope and pray that there's not much problems for him on attempting his assignments.

Approximately only 1 week left.

Clutch in, shift to gear one, release handbrake, release clutch to biting point, and....
GO GO GO!!! ACCELERATE till the finish line! Go ZUL! Don't stall on your assignments!

OH! As I was typing this entry, a few seconds ago, a cockroach crawled just in front of me and went missing until i heard quite a loud sound on sister's laptop which is on the floor. The cockroach must have bang onto it. Tsk tsk tsk, next time wear helmet ok.

replies---
ijan: hehehe.. :p
eyan: it's for me to noe n for u to find out.. and it's not that KK laaa.. hahaha
CYNTHIA: hahaha good! thanks for tagging anw!

HOW DO I START?!

2009-06-19T15:16:00.004+08:00

Finally, the angels are here. Right after waking up, washed my face and teeth and then proceed off to start one of my assignments. First thing before I could start, I have to scan my drawings. I need to scan from the A3 paper but I just realised that my scanner isn't big enough! A4 or smaller! ARGHHH SUCKS! Tsk!

KK is so cute. She's happily karaoke-ing...

Me: Oi! How u sing? Out of tune lah...
KK: aiya... u sing lah!
Me: me? no way.. my voice expensive la.. u want listen u pay me first then i sing..

After a few minutes, KK took out 40 CENTS.

KK: nah! take..
Me: huh? for what?
KK: SING LAHHH!

HAHAHAH! WAHHH 40 CENTS siaaaaaaaa...

Alright now back to the assignments part, HOW do I start??? Quick before the angels go home.

WHOLE DAY HOMED

2009-06-18T23:31:00.002+08:00

I spent my day listening to Zee Avi. She has the sweetest voice when she sings which may result in people having to cut their leg/s. Go check her out on youtube.

Wan disturbed my 3 hours of sleep for nothing. Ask me to wake up and bath and wait for his call to accompany him eat. BATHED. Waited. And call him again to re-confirm. "I'll call you back..." That's what he said. So I waited for some time and went online to fill my time, and there he is, he said he's in school! Saying he will be going home late. ZZzzZzZzzZ... Made me wait, having to wake up with freaking heavy eyes.

replies---
shelia: hahaha just bang la. dun leave it tight. hehe
Syai: none of ur business u fucker. hahaha

WHERE'S MY ANGEL?

2009-06-17T17:22:00.002+08:00

It's been a week plus and that angel still refuse to come and possess me. My assignments are still virgin. Haven't started banging it. If only assignments could tease, life would be easy.

replies---
Regina: hahah want then ask me in msn la. hahah thanks for viewing anw... :)
CYNTHIA: hahaha u blur lah.. :)

EH? WHERE??!

2009-06-14T03:45:00.002+08:00

FUNNY!

replies---
ijan: GREAT grandma laahh! nvr read! tsk!
Benny: ohhh of course la! see who la.. haha

IT'S BEEN LONG

2009-06-12T19:11:00.002+08:00

I just got home from visiting great grandma. It has been I think a year plus since I last saw her and she's 89 now. She can't see and listen clearly now. And she's forgetful and kept asking the same questions for like 5 times. Well, she can still stand and walk with help from people. Looking at her, I wonder how it would be when I got old next time.

Closest cousin, ISAM, is going for NS tmr. Awwwww, cannot meet him often anymore. I'll pray that he'll be alright and healthy in there. Can't wait for the next meet-up! 2 weeks!

Anyway, I've got my new number now. For those who want, ask me personally through msn or email or friendster or tagged or facebook or anywhere accessible. :)

replies---
Benny: hahaha YES! but wad ting power? hahah

IF

2009-06-10T03:58:00.002+08:00

If one sweet talks, will ants crawl into his/her mouth?
If you're tired, why are you still running in my mind?
If you're not a thief, why did you stole my heart?
If you jump on a bullet train, will you land on the same spot?
If he/she is exhausted, does that mean he/she was standing behind a car?
If you're 40 this year, do you think of it when asked which year were you born in?
If you're born in 1940, is your answer to your age and hobby the same now?
If you farted in a packed lift and it's obvious that it was you, would you apologise or act as if nothing happened?
If a female dog is a bitch, what male species is the bastard?
If your son is a gay and your daughter a lesbian, which one will you love more?
If a girl is sick, is it true that a cucumber cures?
If it's a gun, we shoot first and then a BANG. What do we call bang first and then shoot?

replies---
Eyan: wad? haha
ijan: hehehe why?
Erika: haha hmm 27 June? i'll take note if it. thanks!
amy: haha thanks thanks..
jesleve: number 4?? WHY??? hahaha
SHUHUI: I AM! hahahaah :p
Evan: hahaha i know!

SELF ENTERTAINED

2009-06-06T19:20:00.004+08:00

I was too bored I made those.

Handphone temporarily not contactable. Reach me through home. Ask me personally on msn if you want to. Not distributing it here. Thanks.

dizzeezul@hotmail.com

GREAT NIGHT

2009-06-05T16:57:00.002+08:00

SUPERB! Great companies, new friendly friends, good places, good topics, fun trips, chickies and pratas made my night. I'm a happy guy last night. I want MORE, MORE, MORE! Thanks to all who made my night! yahoooooooo~~~~~

shake it shake it shaaake it shake it shake it, AU! shake it shake it shaaake it shake it shake it!

And WHAT A SMALL WORLD. Familiarities all the way.

HOP HOP HOP

2009-06-03T17:43:00.003+08:00

As I was blog hopping, which is my "part-time job", suddenly I randomly think to myself that I prefer girls who are actually older than me. Well, I think it's just individual's preferences and it is not weird right?

IMAGINATION??? OR DEAF?

2009-06-02T21:12:00.003+08:00

The ticket machine at mrt stations,

.... TEN DOLLARS ADDED!
.... FIVE DOLLARS ADDED!
.... TWENTY DOLLARS ADDED!

Maybe it's time for me to dig my ears cause I heard,

".... A FEW DOLLARS ADDED!"

when topping up just now.. eh??? hahaha

Finally done with animation on a sport's event. I did triple jump. I was a bit lazy trying to finish it. But when I'm done, I was too bored I started experimenting stuffs on it, making the person fall and crawl/glide. It looks damn funny, I was engaged till I almost didn't realised that lesson has ended.

Why are most of us like that? Lazy when it comes to proper work but when it comes to unimportant stuffs, we're damn enthusiastic?

LET'S LOVE

2009-05-31T20:50:00.004+08:00

Aura Kasih is loved! WOOH! Look at her sexy dance.

EXTENDED!

2009-05-29T22:41:00.002+08:00

Good news from Benny just now. Assignment's deadline extruded! erm.. i mean EXTENDED! too much maya already.. hahaha WEEE~! ! don't need chiong liao lah. Slowly and carefully do, and I don't mind frame by frame already lah. As long as it's nice can eh.. hahaha!

- The same cool sporty Mummy whom I saw yesterday
- The boy talking on the phone while pang jio
- The lady "flaunting" her pink panties
- The guy with the hair which looks like a cap
- The bubble tea lady who looked as if she wasn't talking to us when she was(her eyes)
- The guy acting cool in bus searching for seats and shouted "AUU!!" when his shoulder hit the pole(the bus wasn't even moving)

That's my day. Cool, Weird, Funny people.

replies---
heedayu: hahah dah lepas tu dah la....
ijan: yes. software!
Kila: haha yes yes... great u agree
boi: hahaha tinggal nyanyi ngn gelek je da same eh.. haha
yana: yeah sure..
tyra: hahah dirty eh.. maya is a software lah... hahaha
Kila: hahha really? nothing to take actually. hahaha

MAYA... LOVE OR NOT?

2009-05-24T00:15:00.002+08:00

I don't even know whether I do love maya or not. It always started good and ended up bad. Love? Sometimes I do when it turns out well, but the other way round when things get complicated. And especially when there's too much mistakes made in between and you could not undo completely.

Well, maybe it's not love, but lust. I'll be happy playing around and having fun with maya. WEEE~! OKAY, if I have the mood later I'll play with you okay?

WOAH!!! COOOOOOLLLLL!!!

2009-05-20T22:42:00.004+08:00

Eyan showed me this which I really think it's FUCKING CHEEBYE-LY COOOOOOL!!!

MUST WATCH!!

http://www.youtube.com/wariolandshakeit2008

I AM AMAZED..... WOWWW!

replies---
deeanntyra: hahah ade je.. TAKDE LAH! hahaha
Kila: haha yes! malu gilerrrrr
.tM: hahaha reaching home liao laaa... wad for wear? hahaha
SHUHUI: hahaha tsk!
Eyan: ah bagos la ketawe la ah yelah ketawe! hahaha
-ziijun-: hahaha i paisey liao la... hahaha

OMG EMBARASSING!!!!

2009-05-18T23:26:00.002+08:00

From inside the lift, looking outside I saw mum. Around 11.20PM, what the hell mum is doing outside the house at this timing, messaging on the phone. Decided to give mum a shock. Just right when the lift door opened, I shouted "ADIK MANISSSS!!!"(SWEET GIRL)

But to my surprise, it's not MUM! It's a guy, who has the skin tone JUSTTTT LIKE MUM! hahaha! (I never wear my spec at that time....) So when I shouted, still looking at him, squint my eyes trying to recognise him, he stared at me blankly. Knowing it's not mum, I was damn embarassed I keep repeating "ADIK MANISSSS!!! ADIK MANISSSS!! ADIK MANIS!!!" till I reach my doorstep, acting like a drunkard with the typical drunk people walk. OMG........!

What the hell was he doing at my corridoor at this timing? Well, why must he sms-ing(I thought so cause he was typing his phone) just outside my house??? WEIRD. hahaha

replies---
Kila: haha i dunoe! i nvr play! ask eyan! hahaha if u ask me, i would say no and that's why i NEVER play. hahaha
chuckydaketam: haha really? well, just complimenting... :)
wan: hahaha walao.. bury the hatchet! hahaha chey
Eyan: hahaha ni lagik 1!

BEAUTY MAGIC

2009-05-17T20:55:00.004+08:00

VISIT AND SUPPORT BEAUTY MAGIC. Products all the way from Korea. Mu mu muragu?! KOREA? WOW! hahaha should try!

SHOCKED! WHAT'S WITH THEM?

2009-05-14T22:56:00.006+08:00

Wan told me a joke today about 2 tissues, happy and a sad one. haha I really like it! Some happy tissue PLEASE! haha and I was shocked you knew about IT too, you know the classroom thingy... hahah OMG Wan how can you be like this?? hahaha

Eyan has been logging into my facebook account to play games. How in the hell can you start to like restaurant city man! omg that's not so you.. really. hahaha! So if you see some updates about any games in my profile, be noted ITS NOT ME! hahaha!

replies---
heedayu: mane la ilang timbol ilang timbol.
.tM; haha yeah, but not as old as u! :p
deeanntyra: sure, linked! do visit here often, cuzziessss...!
Eyan: hehe games nia ah??? its not even fun la! hahaha

MUMMY!

2009-05-10T13:54:00.002+08:00

Happy Mummy's Day to all MAMA, MUMMY, IBU, MAK, UMI, or whatever you guys call your mum.

I managed to make mum laugh today, eventhough it's accidentally. I drank a freaking hot boiling water without knowing it's hot and began cursing after it touches my lips. Well, at least she laugh quite hard. :)

WHAT A SISTER I HAVE

2009-05-09T00:22:00.003+08:00

I'm greatly disappointed with my own sister. It's because of a word, a strong word that I find it rude for her to use on me. Maybe she forget who I am to her. You should know, even if it's a joke, it is still a bit too much. If you think back. I have NEVER, NEVER use that word on you eventhough I'm pissed with you. I find it really really rude. :(

Afterall, you must remember, I'm your brother. Sometimes I think that I should really give you a tight slap, really hard right on your cheek, but I understand that you've grown up and you won't be happy if I do it. I'm a brother, and I don't want to or intend to hurt you physically or mentally. But if being nice to you make you step over my head, I'll make sure I'm not giving in anymore.

K.L.

2009-05-07T21:08:00.003+08:00

Here's some pictures to share...

The only thing I hate perhaps was the traffic jam! ergh!

ITCHY ITCHY SRATCHY SCRATHCY! What the hell is wrong with me? It's good at home though. Only outside.. WHY??? Is it the weather? Or is it something I ate? I've no freaking idea. This is annoying me.

ABSENT!

2009-04-30T21:24:00.004+08:00

I skipped school unintentionally today. Mum woke me up just the right timing and went for her religious class. I decided to sleep again for another 5 minutes before dragging my feet to the toilet.

I then woke up by my phone's message tone. From Wei Jie, "reached?" I was so blur and went to check the time and it was FREAKING approximately 10 minutes before lesson start!

And the funny thing is I didn't even realised it was raining heavily(according to mum) just after she left. When I woke up, only drizzling. haha ahhh perhaps the rain made it so nice for me to sleep more that I overslept. I'm a good boy. I won't skip school for no reason. Haha at least I believe! :p

I'm off to KL tomorrow. Will only be back on Sunday. Will be bringing my lappy there but unsure of blogging. So... Yeah! SEE YOU SOON! Don't miss me. I know you won't. HAHA!

Done by me. WEEEE~! CUTENESS! BUT I hate DOGS! haha seriously. well, maybe cause I'm afraid of them? haha

replies---
TomCruise: haha :p
Kila: haha serious?? OKOK give me time to choose! hahaha!

MY DREAM GIRL

2009-04-27T02:02:00.003+08:00

I've never seen a girl so sweet just like her. She drove me crazy with her pink outfit which just suits her and that pink flower on her hair is just too sweet for her. DIABETIC! I remember exactly the way she walk, the way she talk, the way she smiled at me, and the way she waved back at me. Her voice is still echoing in my ear. The moment she waved back, I swear I feel like getting down the bus to talk to you.

Bed full of red roses...

You're almost my dream girl. And yeah I'm dreaming too much. She's just too perfect for me. Alarm clock please...

replies---
Kila: haha i'm not funny la! hahaha zzzz

1,2,3! CLOSE YOUR EYES!

2009-04-25T16:00:00.003+08:00

Well, I think this picture is kinda weird and funny at the same time. Both of us eyes closed, seriously unplanned! hahaha! Perhaps the flash was too bright? I don't know either.. hahaha!

I've just manage to submit the first two CA9 assignments. I was searching for the submission tab up and down. I bet 100% SHELIA confirm will ask me how to submit soon. haha

replies---
MISSY ROWENA: haha ROWENA! life's okay so far. what about u???
Kila: haha true enough la. I forced my eyes open throughout the day.
Reginaaa: haha I didn't go back! hahah aiyooo

HEY! PARKING IS ALLOWED HERE!

2009-04-22T03:35:00.004+08:00

After a long nap just now, I can't get to sleep now. Errrgh..

Lesson start in approximately 4 hours time. 8AM. TSK, I hate morning jams just like this morning. Never mind the jams, there's still an idiot motorist who parked his bike in the middle of the congested road(and when I say middle it's really middle, 2nd lane of a 3 lane road!) just to argue with the driver behind him. It's already jammed, vehicles moving slowly and stop like every 5 seconds and he still have the time to stop and argue and leave a freaking huge gap in front of him, making others behind him wait. Well, if he pay the road tax 10 times the amount he paid it's ok lah! Braindead!

I should force myself to sleep now! tata!

replies---
Shihui: haha our lunch NEVER clashed.
TomCruise: hahaha sure if nothing goes wrong! :)

TIME FLIES

2009-04-19T03:14:00.003+08:00

Woah look at me! When I was younger. So much thinner back then. Well, atleast I think so. If I'm not wrong this was like erm... perhaps 3 years ago? haha! So different! The only similarity I guess I can find is... still as ugly? hahaha!

Tomorrow is the first day of my year 2. WAKE UP ZUL! NO MORE SLEEPING AFTER 5AM! NO MORE WAKING UP AFTER 3PM! I hope I'll survive the year, I really have to use the word survive instead of strive because I think my year 1 barely can make it. Awww, where am I? Where have all my hunger to do well gone? But I have to actually be grateful that I get promoted to year 2 and not having to repeat any module(s). WOOOH!

3D ANIMATION! HERE I COMEEEE!!! ZOOOOOOM~!

replies---
Blizzardboii: haha thanks mate!
Benny: zzz thought u learning..
junhao: haha not so soon!
heedayu: thanks. do carry urself up again since u drop.. haha
tom cruise: emotional? haha no la! siao! haha
ijan: dad? wahaha!! crazy! think he'll scream instead. haha ok wadeva.. haha